Typing through tears. I'm so sorry, my heart is breaking for you.
It will get easier, I promise. One thing that helped me when we put our first lab down - I went out and bought one of the collage frames and filled it with our favorite pics of Tango. It's still hanging on the wall in the livingroom.
Yes we plan on doing a collage of sorts as well. once the rain stops we will be builing a little rock circle and planting flowers over him, as well as adding his stepping stone the 3 of us made together
Hey Melis, have you been in touch with Terri / Mama3strikes here? She lost Koko at the same age as Brody not too long ago. It helps sometimes to talk to someone who went through something similar. I mean, I think most of us have been through losing a dog, but not at such a young age. I believe Koko was their first dog, also.