I know it has taken me a while to respond (not the right word) to this but...I feel your pain and want you to know that Emma was blessed to have you in her life just as you were blessed to have her. We are here for you.
Veronica, you are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart is breaking for you. I know and understand the ache in your heart. You and Emma were such a great blessing to each other. Please take care and know we are all here for you.