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    DefaultToday is very sad for me THANK YOU

    I just wanted to thank you all, my friends, for understanding. I am so glad I have people I can come to with grief. It means a lot.

    Today really caught me by surprise. Last year was not this bad. I was in the process of trying to wangle Kevin into adopting Simon about this time last year, so I suppose that softened the blow a bit. Simon came to us three days after the anniversary of Crash's death. And with Simon came such peace in my heart. He was my healer.

    I don't know why it hit me so hard today. It probably didn't help that I kept listening to my "Bread" CD. (Who remembers Bread?) Sigh. There are so many things that I hope Crash knows and understands.

    Anyway, I had a very good long cry on the way home. Now I am so tired. But I will feel better tomorrow.

    Thanks again, JL friends.

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    I am having a hard day.

    It took me a while to figure out why I feel so blue today. Then it hit me: Today is the day, two years ago, that Crash passed away. I remembered it earlier this week, but thought I had forgotten, until I remembered again while I was out at lunch. If that makes any sense. It's like my subconscious knew what day it was when I woke up, but took a while to relay the message to my conscious mind.

    I will never forget the date. There was a stupid blinking digital date and time thing on the desk at the vet's. I watched it click away every minute for the entire hour he was in surgery. All the while thinking, I am never going to forget this day. :'(

    It's just hard today. I'm sure tomorrow will be better. I do still miss him.


    Connie and "The Boys":
    Angus, Yellow Lab, CGC, RE, CD
    Simon, d.b.a. Flat Coated Retriever, CGC, RE, CD

    Gone ahead, but forever in my heart:
    Crash, Pit Bull x Rottweiler x Golden Retriever

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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    /HUGGGG

    We never forget and it's ok to be blue. Tomorrow will be better for sure.

    Hang in there.


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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    take your time
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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    Oh Connie.... ((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))
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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    I'm so sorry, Connie. (((hugs)))

    Brenda, Sam & Bodie

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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    (((hugs))) Connie

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    So sorry you're hurting.

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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    I'm sorry Connie hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

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    I'm sorry, Connie. RIP, Crash.

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    DefaultRe: Today is very sad for me

    Get a big hug from Angus and Simon. Whenever I feel down about the lost ones, I think that if Teddy hadn't passed, I wouldn't have Mitzi, and if Kasa hadn't passed, I wouldn't have Judy. It doesn't take away the sadness, but it is comforting.

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