Its Been Fours years

[SawyerAndMe990]

My dear Pixie its been four years since I lost you to that car accident. I will never forgive myself for not being there that day. For not being there to stop you from running out the front door and into the road. The vet said there was too much damage. He said your old body couldn't take it. And so we decided to end your pain....The memory of holding your head in my lap and singing your lullaby while I watched you slip away will always be with me. But also choose to remember some of my favorite memories of my first true heart dog.

I remember how much you loved the snow. And even when you became old the first snow always turned you into a puppy again. I loved watching you run in circles and eating the snow at the same time. Much like Sawyer. Wow Pixie you would have loved him. I also loved our summers together. Me laying out on the lawn chair reading. While you layed in the kiddie pool dozing off. My favorite times were when I couldn't sleep and it was almost dawn. And I would load you up in the back of my little grey rust bucket and we would go on a long drive as the sun rose. You always made me laugh with that big head of yours hanging out the window your lips and years flying in the breeze. I always laugh and shake my head when I think about how you used to steal cat food cans out of the garbage. You would clamp those jaws so tight on that can. You were not going to surrender your prize without a fight. But you never once growled or bit....You were a good girl. And then there were the times you had those awful panic attacks whenever a thunderstorm hit. You would always climb right up onto my lap or lay on top of my sleeping body and shake with fear. It wasent until I would rub your ears and sing your lullaby that you would calm down and go to sleep.

I miss you every day Pixie and I beleive you have sent me both Maggie May and Sawyer because they are both almost as amazing as you . No dog could ever replace you though my Pixie girl and I hope we meet again someday.


Some pictures of my best girl Pixiestick my Lab/Saint Bernard. RIP 1997-2005

[Emma the Lab]

What a sweet, beautiful girl. I'm so sorry for your loss. :'(

[Tundra Aries]

What a beautiful girl, I'm so sorry for your loss too

[Di]

What a sweet girl!! So sorry for your loss, they really do touch our lives!

[MidwestGirl]

Sorry for your loss too.

[BeandMe]

:'( Tears here :'(

[nick_charles]

What a beautiful tribute to a very Special Lady. Thank you for letting us "see her" through your eyes. Both of you were Blessed to have each other.