I need some serious prayer.

[JollyMolly]

I am physically ok, but I am close to death on the inside.

Yesterday was the worse F**king day of my life. I'm not exagerating. Today is not much better. I tried to take time off work, but they cant allow it. So I sit in my office chair like a zombie unable to function. Unable to cry anymore. There are no more tears left. Unable to sleep because of my extreme hurt and anger, yet not really awake.

Why do bad things happen to good people?

Why do people lie and betray their friends and loved ones?

Why does God allow such brokeness to people who dedicate their lives to him?

I have no energy. Yet I have so much rage.

I cant think clearly. Yet I question everything. I question God.

Who am I anymore?

I am a bomb, ready to explode, but keeps on ticking.

I am falling, and I cant see the ground.

[TheBigRaloo]

Prayers for you, that you will find comfort. Are the boys alright?

[JacobAlthea&Tatum]

Laurie, I'm so sorry! Prayers and hugs heading outwards and upwards.

[Ender's Mom]

Woah... what is going on?

*comforts Laurie*

[Linda1]

(((hugs))) I don't have answers for you, just support and comfort.

[Tbog]

I wish I could give you a hug. I am sorry you are feeling this way.

[Labmom2Sun]

Laurie, I'm sorry you're experiencing such turmoil. Sending you good thoughts and hoping everything will be alright. (((HUGS)))

[Janna and Boomer]

I'm so sorry Laurie. Do not let Satan win this one, it sounds like he's trying hard to. You're stronger.

[Taffys Mom]

Oh gosh Laurie. What happened? Holding your hand across cyberspace. I'm so sorry you are going through this.

{{{{{hugs}}}}}

[Di]

Oh Laurie you sound so sad, I am sorry! ((((hugs)))) to you!