I'm not going to bother to click your link. I sincerely hope this is not your attempt at an apology. For someone with so much to say a YouTube vid for how you feel is pretty lame. Not that an apology of any sort will get you out of this mess, but I am still really curious what you would say.
He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human institution which rejects change is the cemetery. ~Harold Wilson